A typical day in the life of me.
I usually smoke, cry, yell at my family, think about suicide, skip class, run from cops, teachers, etc. Sleep, forget about homework, eat, shower, break rules, yell insults walking around in school, leave class just to walk around the building a few times then return to class, go to the school parking lot, get in trouble, annoy teachers, argue, wanna run away, go to Hardee’s, ask for a courtesy cup and get soda nd not water, and other stuff. I’m a great kid.
Sucks to be me.
That sad moment when you really like someone a lot anddddd… they like someone else and then you’re SAP as a bitch.
To a lil cunt
Dear guy dating my bestfriend, Fuck you and fuck your feelings. Idgaf what is wrong bitch. U ain’t gonna talk to her like that. She loves u nd didn’t deserve ur shit. Act like her bf and grow and pair and be a man. I talk to her when she needs help and where the fuck are you. Fucking work to solve the problems with her. Ur lucky 2 have her and lucky she’s stuck around. I wish you would come at me because I would gladly fuck ur shit up. Ur a terrible bf and you don’t deserve her talkin like that. Talk to her like that again nd hope I can’t get a ride to oceanview. Idgaf where u r you’re gonna come at and were going to solve the issue just me and you. She’s fucking protecting ur ass and shit when she shouldn’t because she knows u would get fucked up. And idgaf where ur dad is because my dad sucks also so get the fuck over it. You chinky eyed fucking bitch. I hope she leaves ur ass because you’re just a dick. And I hope someone else fucks u up so I don’t have to. Fuck you and I hope you come at me because I’ve told u too before and u haven’t so stfu you stupid fuck because we all know u ain’t gonna do shit. I’m done. Bye.
Depression hurts… well yeah its depression, duhhhh.
I lay in bed on a school day at 2 in the morning waking up a few times sweating like I just ran a marathon, feeling like I’m going to be sick any minute, unable to sleep, listening to sad music, and remembering the scars left on my body as I destroy who I am, wanting to cry my eyes out but just can’t, and hoping that today is the day I’m put to peace and happiness and die. When I just want to give up and feel like nothing everyday. That’s how most of my nights are. That’s called depression and it just gets worst. Fuck it all.